I want my smile back.

 14th feb, valentine's day. 
Received alot gifts from friends. I was really touched.The kind of feeling, that people do care about you, is so great. Yeah. I love my valentine, It was probably the best valentine i ever had, with you. It's amazing how a person's one sentence or move, makes your day. I admit i was smiling the whole day, even at night. 

 Rewinding back, I feel like an idiot. God damn it got me this kind of person . I wish everything could start over again, and maybe, i can make a better impression. :') 
A really, much better one..

Today, 
Morning late with jittuey, and after school went to marinabay for learning journey. Ah, My smile already disappear on wed, and now, i feel like a completely zombie. I dun care anymore, Having this feeling that wanting to be alone from everyone else, plus my horrible flu which makes my mood bad, so, i just took a seat myself in the bus. I was thinking alot. 


And i know some truth facts. That hurts, fuck it's every bit. i had enough. 
I. Will. Not.Cry.For.Being.Imperfect.