We never noticed the beauty because we were too busy trying to create it.

Kusumi Koharu <3

     Just a quick update, I'm having lots of emotions inside me now. What does it feels like when the sibling you trust betrays you ? I cried yesterday morning after hearing this news. My grandparents had passed away half year ago and now they left one house for me and one of my cousin. One person half. But, when my father ask his sister about it, with is my aunt, she was behaving like she dw give. She wants all of the $$ for her son and her family. Her true face has finally shown huh?

 My father trust her so much no matter how much my mother nag about her evilness. I wasn't suppose to know this, But my mother told me. She thinks that i need to know. But i couldnt say out. I think my father is wanting to let me know later. This is the first time i heard my mother said my father cried in front of her besides my grandparents's death. well, I just thinks that ppl should really have an eye on the ppl around you. Even your family can betray you.

 I was so naive to believe her lies. nvm. lets see what will happen. Did she have the heart to take her parents's money which was left for my father? and hello, shes a woman and my father is a man . shoudnt my father get more? why cant we just let the house stay there as a memory of my grandparents? sign.
                                  


                                                                
anyway, I'm feeling so stress/ slack? i dunno. Part of me thinks that studies are seriously freaking me out, while the other part keep thinking about what to do after studying. i hate this feeling. hehe. But I'm enjoying talking to somebody on phone yo. :D